The stats on my blog run different everyday. Sometimes it goes very high, sometimes very low. It sort of matches my mood actually. When I am “high” or manic, I blog frequently and I am pushing my blog on Twitter and am funny and charismatic. When I am “low” or depressed, and also when I am in a mixed and negative place, then my blog activity is very low. The stats run low on these days because there is nothing new to post (because I lack the confidence to put anything out) and I just get on Twitter to whine for a moment before going back to sleep.
Today is another one of those low days, but I wanted to put a post out there of how I am feeling.
I am in a bad place.
I don’t mean to ignore anyone in my life, online or “real life.”
It’s just that I don’t want to sit here and whine, because it doesn’t help.
I’m fine, I will return when I can. I am no danger to myself, I am just not very good physically or mentally right now.